my summer in review

Now that it is offically fall. i thought i would take a few moments to look over my summer and just review how wild and crazy it really was.
personal-

summer job-well getting to know the youngblood boys has been one of the most wounderful things ever. i have learned so so much about myself. how much god loves me and all poeple. how well i work with others that are diffrent than me and just how fun special needs kids are. from toilit paper in the toilit then out of the toilt then in the trash can. to wipeing butts that run from you to seeing these boys just grow up and become vocal and see god work


Bible study- god has blessed me with a wounderful group of guys who lift me up and love me and just are so awsome. i have had a great time re learning some things and just hearing someone eles prespective and someone eles story. God is so so good. just great times of laughing and prayer and disscusion. i lookforward to the fall.


church- well god is so so good. i have a woundeful home body of belivers that i can worship in and just be loved. i meet cool people every sunday. working with the boy and just being apart of the body is awsome. i am looking forward to see what god is goign to do this fall with home groups and retreats and tuseday night meals and the gathering. just things that have blessed my soul. meeting guys and gals who love the lord. meeting people like rob and joey and rebeka that have just touched my heart.


spirtual- wow has god jsut loved me over the past few months and just has helped me grow up as one of his kids. teaching me how to love with out strings and give with out guilt. teaching me patcince and mercy . teaching me realy what and how to worship, liev and sacrifice properly. what a good god we serve.


Movies- I watched alot of movies this summer and just want to give you a run down on each and what i thought


Revenge of the Sith- I really enjoyed haveing some closer in my life. see how lucas fleshed out the beging of charicter to show us who they really were. the specail effects were great. i liked the story. even thought i knew what was going to happen. just seeing a persons vision be complet was cool. i also saw this with my family which was a really awsome experiance. just being with them and sharing that. casue we had sahred every other satr wars movie


The Longest Yard- this is a funny movie. it is adam sandler at his finest. a normal guy in a very strange situation. i liked chris rock and adam sandler together. they were funny. it was a little crude in places. i really thought that have wrestlers playing prision gaurds and rappers and football players playing convicts was funny. burt reynolds disapointed me a little bit. i thought he could have been funner and more effective in the moive than he was.


Batman Begins- What a movie. for the comic book fan. this was great. dark and broding but not really too depresing and violent. well thought out on how some true batman legend started. taking thigs we know about the batman and bruce wayen and giving us a cool twist on the start of this man. the twist was good. i did not see it coming at all. hope they make another. really like christian bail as batman. liked his sence of humor as bruce and the brooding justice as batman. it did not come off as cheese or fake or minacial.



War of the Worlds- this was good sci-fi. a little on the freaky look up in the sky parnoina when you leave the thearter and wow those special effects were great. Dakota fanning was really good. tom cruise on the other hand very two demisional but worked for this film. i liked the unconvitional twist on the movie. the fact that orsan wells story was there but that it was done in a first personons point of view not the over all omnisiont stroy telling as before.

Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - My faviort moive of the summer. i was blow away. the freakyness of willy wonka and the omplompas. the out there humor and the strait forward moral. the cutness of charly and the completion was all great. a little too far out there at times. but i took it and just laughed. tim burton is a great director.



Fantastic Four- the disapoinment of the summer for me. i was expecting a really cool superhero movie and got an ok superhero moive trying to be a family film. it could have been better. the acting was good and the choice of actors was good. they loked the part. the story was alittle week with Dr doom but all in all a good little romp.


The Dukes of Hazzard- a funny funny movie. a little too much language and drug humor but not as much sex as i thought they were going to do. the charcter were ok. bo and luke duke were not really a good choice. but willie and burt did great. the genral lee and the stunts were good. the story was actually funny to. i was really suprised.


Books- i read a little this summer hear are the few books i read

Harry potter and the half-blood prince- really good read. a little confused on the title but i really think she built up a great last book. sevral suprise that i highly enjoyed . over all really good. i like what she is doing with harry and his devlopment as a charicter has been fasanating. i cant wiat


well i had a great summer and looking forward to a great fall . cant wait what dog is going to do this year.

more of my soul

well
i have alot i want to say.
first just this has been a week. i was going to do what i did last time but i have so much on my mind i will just write. my health has been funky this week. my chest has been hurting. not to sure what is going on. but i think it may be a slight case of phnomea. just alot of couching and stuff. just irralable. tuseday god showed up and jsut meet with me. yes he did. (my god is so freakn cool) he just meet with me and no other word to say but dwell. i loved it. the rest of the week has been slow. i am with the boys this weekend. marty polck is helping me so i am not by myself.

so i want to talk about music. there have been alot of great cd's come out the last couple of weeks. some reall good stuff.0 casting crowns new cd is awsome. not everysong is a hit but a majority is. also todd agnew new is is really really good. but most of all the best rock group in the world, audio adrenaline new cd is the bom ( i am old ) it just rocks. gerat rocking music, really a happy feel. great lyrics. mark stewart is not singing on every track but that is ok, there girarist is reallly cool.

well what eles. pray just for my health and my social skills. just getting blah right now. well love you guys talk to you later



dear god
well its me, i just talked to my friends now its time to talk to you. i am tierd and i know poeple are worried about me. i just like to work. i say i am lazy but part of me feels like to validate myself i have to work. i have to do stuff. i know better than that but it is hard. i enjoy it so much. i have been thinking about you and not always asking for stuff but jsut talking and it is a fine line in asking and jsut spilling my heart. i have concerns and worries. some are my sister leg and the soar on my dogs back. just my health and getting the money for disney world. i give those all to you. all day i worry but i love you and i am yours. not to sure what eles to say but just help me.
jimmie

my dearewst jimmie
dont worry so much. i am god. i am bigger than all of the stuff in life. i am bigger than sickness and your health . i am bigger than money and i am bigger than you. so just chill (in your words) i am taking care of all of it. I love you and i want you to hear that. rest in me and i will be your strength i love you beloved and have a great night
your father god

have a seat and take a peak

Hey God
well this has been a great couple of weeks. I know i have not talked to you as much as i should. and have not been listening as much as i need to., I get so tierd and i know deep down all i need is to sit and rest. everything i have been reading has been telling me to rest. jimmie rest. hey jimmie slow down. hey jimmie its alright to be weak. that is a hard one god. to be weak. i know you ask as to let go and you will be my strength but i am so afrid that something will fall throught the cracks. so what happens everything falls thourght the craks when i try and do it. i get so concerned on how things look. how i look to others. am i protraing the right image. am i strong enought. then i remeber you have told me that in my weakness i am made more like you. is that not what i really want? to be so much more like you. in my weakness and in my strength, in my good days and in my bad. to sit back and let you be you in me. so all i have to be is a reflection. that is what i want to be a refelection of you. everypart of you. but i have such a far way to go. i am tierd and havejust at times want to hide, but i dont. i keep going. i should just run in to your arms and fall at your feet but i am to proud. break me father. i hard thing to ask and an even hared thing to go thought but i know by experiance at my place of being broken i am the most whole. what a concept. at my weakest i am at my best. what a god you are. there is none like you. as i go to finish my day. i really dont say good by but jsut talk to you later
jimmie

my beloved jimmie.
you are so special to me. i made you to make my heart smile. and you do that so much. you are so honest and so open sometimes it makes me laugh. you fall i know that. and i spill a tear when you do. i wish you would run to me more. not be so afiard to clam me as your own. be not ashamed of me but embrace me. hug on me. hold on and dont let go. that is what i really want. i sent jesus to show you haw much i love you. and to remind you how much i care. yea while we are at it. i am porud of you. you are taking care of others like i am taking care of you. what a picture to the world that i am chaseing. to give back to those who cant do it for them selfs. just like you and the rest of the world cant safe yourself only i can. jimmie as much as you put yourself down you are special and i love and i am proud of you. well as you go remeber i am the way. i am the truth and i am the light. i am the one that you are holding on to every day. i am the one walking beside you
your father creator and friend
god



god is the strenght of my heart and i prasie him with all i am and all i have. it is not you that i prasie or anyone watching. my pray is that i will shine his light so you may see him better.