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Hey God
well this has been a great couple of weeks. I know i have not talked to you as much as i should. and have not been listening as much as i need to., I get so tierd and i know deep down all i need is to sit and rest. everything i have been reading has been telling me to rest. jimmie rest. hey jimmie slow down. hey jimmie its alright to be weak. that is a hard one god. to be weak. i know you ask as to let go and you will be my strength but i am so afrid that something will fall throught the cracks. so what happens everything falls thourght the craks when i try and do it. i get so concerned on how things look. how i look to others. am i protraing the right image. am i strong enought. then i remeber you have told me that in my weakness i am made more like you. is that not what i really want? to be so much more like you. in my weakness and in my strength, in my good days and in my bad. to sit back and let you be you in me. so all i have to be is a reflection. that is what i want to be a refelection of you. everypart of you. but i have such a far way to go. i am tierd and havejust at times want to hide, but i dont. i keep going. i should just run in to your arms and fall at your feet but i am to proud. break me father. i hard thing to ask and an even hared thing to go thought but i know by experiance at my place of being broken i am the most whole. what a concept. at my weakest i am at my best. what a god you are. there is none like you. as i go to finish my day. i really dont say good by but jsut talk to you later
jimmie

my beloved jimmie.
you are so special to me. i made you to make my heart smile. and you do that so much. you are so honest and so open sometimes it makes me laugh. you fall i know that. and i spill a tear when you do. i wish you would run to me more. not be so afiard to clam me as your own. be not ashamed of me but embrace me. hug on me. hold on and dont let go. that is what i really want. i sent jesus to show you haw much i love you. and to remind you how much i care. yea while we are at it. i am porud of you. you are taking care of others like i am taking care of you. what a picture to the world that i am chaseing. to give back to those who cant do it for them selfs. just like you and the rest of the world cant safe yourself only i can. jimmie as much as you put yourself down you are special and i love and i am proud of you. well as you go remeber i am the way. i am the truth and i am the light. i am the one that you are holding on to every day. i am the one walking beside you
your father creator and friend
god



god is the strenght of my heart and i prasie him with all i am and all i have. it is not you that i prasie or anyone watching. my pray is that i will shine his light so you may see him better.