wahts eating jimmie glover

i am hurting. but it is getting better. so i dont know how this blog will work if people will read this one or the other one. but i honestly dont care. casue i bet most will just read this a nd not say anything. but that sounds bitter. casue i reall y am not bitter. i and getting better. god is cleaning me up. i got hurt along time ago. konw i am trying to heal those wounds. try to find ways to heal. ways to be a better person in christ. that means working thought this stuff. pray, reading gods word. finding out what god has to say about me. i know he loves me. but this battle with self hurts. i am getting to the point that i like myself. i dont take complements so bad. i actualy like them and let them happen. i see the good things in me and work on those. i am getting to the point where it is all about jesus more and more. but i have to get this jimmie thing dealt with.