more of my soul

well
i have alot i want to say.
first just this has been a week. i was going to do what i did last time but i have so much on my mind i will just write. my health has been funky this week. my chest has been hurting. not to sure what is going on. but i think it may be a slight case of phnomea. just alot of couching and stuff. just irralable. tuseday god showed up and jsut meet with me. yes he did. (my god is so freakn cool) he just meet with me and no other word to say but dwell. i loved it. the rest of the week has been slow. i am with the boys this weekend. marty polck is helping me so i am not by myself.

so i want to talk about music. there have been alot of great cd's come out the last couple of weeks. some reall good stuff.0 casting crowns new cd is awsome. not everysong is a hit but a majority is. also todd agnew new is is really really good. but most of all the best rock group in the world, audio adrenaline new cd is the bom ( i am old ) it just rocks. gerat rocking music, really a happy feel. great lyrics. mark stewart is not singing on every track but that is ok, there girarist is reallly cool.

well what eles. pray just for my health and my social skills. just getting blah right now. well love you guys talk to you later



dear god
well its me, i just talked to my friends now its time to talk to you. i am tierd and i know poeple are worried about me. i just like to work. i say i am lazy but part of me feels like to validate myself i have to work. i have to do stuff. i know better than that but it is hard. i enjoy it so much. i have been thinking about you and not always asking for stuff but jsut talking and it is a fine line in asking and jsut spilling my heart. i have concerns and worries. some are my sister leg and the soar on my dogs back. just my health and getting the money for disney world. i give those all to you. all day i worry but i love you and i am yours. not to sure what eles to say but just help me.
jimmie

my dearewst jimmie
dont worry so much. i am god. i am bigger than all of the stuff in life. i am bigger than sickness and your health . i am bigger than money and i am bigger than you. so just chill (in your words) i am taking care of all of it. I love you and i want you to hear that. rest in me and i will be your strength i love you beloved and have a great night
your father god