hey

I am not sure who reads this but let me tell you this has been a odd day. It did not start like i wnated it to.God had another paln. i spent a good hour with god tonight. just him speaking to me and me just sharing my heart. The diet is doing well lost aobut 8 pounds int he last two weeks. have not walked like i have needed to. that has been hard. my big problum is i need my community and i have problums reaching out. it is so hard for me to trust. that is one of a couple of things i want to work on inthe next three months. trusting others. being more proactive and more agrisive in communicating to my frinds so i will know them better. also just spritaul becoming healthy. i am just desire to meet god. which i am doing. that is awsome.