Zeal knight of light

Well life is good. i am 32 year old single guy . I love jesus with everything i have. absolutly everything. I work wiht special needs kids. that is realy fun. life is grea. this blog is just my thoughts.

Monday, January 30, 2006

its monday

you know that it is bad when a frend starts a sentance
this has been some monday
or
oo what a monday
well oo what a monday. it really started late sunday night. I had a great day at church. and a restful afternoon. sat down to endulg myself in one of my bad habbits. Wrestling., a great pay per view i must say. i was getting ready for bed. grabed a big glass of coolaid. well i was walking down to my room. it is about four or five foot lower than the rest of my parents house. it has two steps that are coverd in carpet. well if you know me i can be a little clumsy. do you see it coming, well i sliped and fell. as i fell my knee bent and my foot hyperextened and meet my ankle. well after i feel and coolaid went every. I also scared the crap out of my sister jackie. my mom and dad came running down the hall way. well nothing looked broken. so i went to bed. it hurt like nothing i have ever had before. well i woke up this moring and my foot was purple in place and bule in others and very numb. well after three and a half hours in the emergencey room. I did not break any thing praise the lord. but i did sprag my foot. which meas i pulled most of the legements in the top of my foot. the doctor said it will take about two or so weeks to heal. so i have to wear this big boot thing for two weeks. i have to be off my foot for the next two days. then back to work. well i got home and to my wounderful suprise. my second job did not get my time sheet. no one fault so i had to take care of that. plus the front screen door of the house broke becasue of the wind. well let me tell you i am so glad that it is almost tuseday.

on the bright side i know that i will have a nice restful day of pain pills and sleepign in tomorow. well for anyone who has a kind heart i will be bored tomorow if you wnat to call

Saturday, January 14, 2006

wow

that is really all i can say. God is so good. I love it when i can focus on him and not myself. I have felt so good the last week. my energy has been up. I have been striving to eat and live a little bit healtheyer. I am really try to be myself. cook more, live beter, be more open and loving. sometimes i can try to judge peoples motives and be very selfish. but on the whole god is begger than me. life is so so good. I am so thankful for the legacy that has been left for me. by my parents and gradnparents. God is still moving. that is wounderful. I sence him changing things agian. i have always always havd a love for all poeple and for gods word. for talking and teaching and just being in god. so i have no clue where that all lead. i know i want more education. i also wnat god to be god. well we will see.

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

what a two week vacation

Wow it has been a wild and crazy two week vacation. i am glad to be back to work missed my boy ke'arus. he is having surgury in febuary. he is kind of freaked out. i would be too. they are going to do this experemental surgry where they are going to try and releave the muscles in his arms buy cutting the large busep in two and try to form a new muslce. he is going to be in therapy and a cast for a while. also not to go in to all of it mickey youngblood had an issue at school and sharon has taken both of the boys out of school. the school did not take care of mickey like they were supose to. so that stress is there.
i am doing well. trying to get back to my regular rontine. new years eve was so fun. i loved cooking for everyone. and having them eat my food and tell me it was good was cool. plus alot of it was gone which proved that fact.
i was talking to my sister yesterday and we both miss disney wolrd. that was so much fun. hope to have more pictures up very soon. we had a blast. shopping and riding rides and looking at all the christmas decreations. it was so cool.

i am doing well spritualy. the two weeks off were a good rest for me. good at reseting my mind and heart. missed mosic. have not been there in three weeks. my parents church ws ok. but something about it was not home. well talk to you guys soon