wow

that is really all i can say. God is so good. I love it when i can focus on him and not myself. I have felt so good the last week. my energy has been up. I have been striving to eat and live a little bit healtheyer. I am really try to be myself. cook more, live beter, be more open and loving. sometimes i can try to judge peoples motives and be very selfish. but on the whole god is begger than me. life is so so good. I am so thankful for the legacy that has been left for me. by my parents and gradnparents. God is still moving. that is wounderful. I sence him changing things agian. i have always always havd a love for all poeple and for gods word. for talking and teaching and just being in god. so i have no clue where that all lead. i know i want more education. i also wnat god to be god. well we will see.