tonight tonight tonight

was a great night......
It was a great day also....i am goignt o miss ke'arus but not school. kids are crazy.......they are going nuts.. i am so so glad that i will be only in school in a couple of weeks. and i am so excited about the summer.
tonight was teds and it was so fun. we went out to war mamorial park and cooked out. i loved to just be with my friends. tehn we just hang out after everyone left.well i am goign to bed

hey

just saw star wars again and still awsome.. then had some mexican food. life is so good. i am so looking forward to the summer and working with micky and dezzy. god is so good. i am kind of sad that the school year is almost over. i am looking forward to the change in senery but i will miss ke'arus. but only for two months. what eles is goign on in my life......not much just life really. god is showing me so many cool things..
i guess the big thing o my mind is Fruit. not the apple, grape, or orange kind. more the spritual kind. see about four years abo i was doing this thing called awanas at where my parents go to church. i was incharge of the teaching time. well i was trying to come up with some cool ideas to teach biblical principles to the kids. well i love superheros. so i came up with this idea of awana man. a guy who used scrpiture memory to save kids form makieng bad desions. awans is all about scripture memory. so i took there persolpes and added my tiwst. a guy in a cape , tights and a mask to teach them. well it went over very well. so i used it for a couple of years when a guy who was also in awanas wanted to do this live show with awana man for halloween so we did. i wrote it and came up with other charicters. like awanbeman. a kind hearted humble man. who kind of messes up. all cool. well we uesd him to teach did a couple of videos. i decied to move on. well awana man still lives. he has been used to teach and do vidoes. well, wesday night the awans club did there big send off for the year. well they did an awana man movie. i was invited to come see it. well it was funny and they presented the gosple. it was awsome and to my suprise in the little credits was inspierd by charicter created by jimmie glover. well that is me. i was suprised.i had wounder if i had made a diffrence if me doing that teaching time had been a big deal. god kind of got my attention and said you matter and that is cool. to see some i started bing used to reach about a room of 40 to 50 kids, most i have never meet. plus all the ones i taught. one of the teens visiting and watching was a kid i had in awanas. he remeberd awana man and told me how cool he tought it was. god is so good. well i am goign to bed.. night

star wars

STAR WARS rocked........i had such a fun time this weekend. i spent most of saturday with my family. we all went to see star wars saturday moring then wnet to my aunts house in south little rock to see some family. then went to the greek food festivel. which was awsome. i love calamri and boklva. then went to caseys hose and chilled. goign to see star wars agian this evening. i love star wars.

Hey I am in a deep mood tonight

Sometimes I just like to muse.
I was thinking today. In the bible there are these great stories both in the new and the old testament. They are of men and woman who do amazing things through god. They are normal with issues and problems. They were liars,thieves,adulterer,whores,big mouths, prejudice, crazy, different races and spectrums of ability. God did not use them because they had anything special but faith that they could be used by the person who changed them. That is all. Some fell and messed up after they were used and none of them were perfect. God used them to do amazing things.
I look around at believers today who for the most part are not being used. They are useless. They are doing nothing cause they don't want to. When you talk to some people about wanting to be used by god like those in the scripture you get this line about how god does not do that anymore. Those people were special. They were the unique ones. They were just stories of people way back when who we are suppose to look up to but god only does that when he wants to CRAP CRAP! I think we are the abnormal when we are not used like those in scripture. I want to be a vessel to those he has called me to. I have been broke and will probubibly be broken again. BUT, I just know god will use me. I am being worked on every day. it is an amazing journy. I look at people like timothy who were scared and did not know what to do. he was willing. I am becoming willing. I think of this song by joanha33.

I read the story one more time of people who gave to you their lives with no fear or comprimsie
I want a faith like
To see the dead rise
to see you pass by
I want a faith like that
what ever the cost
ill suffer the lost
oo I wnat a faith that can move any mountian
and send them to the sea
I want a faith that can break every stronghold that keeps you from me

WOW what a night

well this has been a good night. i had such a good time last night at ted's(tuseday night dinners) they have been something i have really looked forward to durring the week. the first of the month when there is really nothing i dont like. tonight i went to my sisters youth group casue they were having a special band there. a group called jhona33. THEY ROCKED. they are very industral rock. they reall blessed my soul and just gave me a good outlet of energy. friday night i am goign to see to other christian rock groups called diciple and subseven. i am excited about that.
know here is more charicter stuff form the book.
nalisa luv. she is a very intresting and deep charicter. she is a very sucesful buisnes wlamn and ends up as a love intrest for steven. she has alot of baggeg. stuff concering her family and the life she has chossen to live. she is hidding alot of stuff form alot of people. she has a great heart. she really wants to help others and settle down in a life that is calm and not very high impact.
the book is going good. i am having problums with some things. i really want to have this book be about life change and to be about people who can not change. the whole super hero thing is a great idea, it is really something i want to use. but not be the main focus. not to sure what god is wanting out of this. i know it is his.

what a week and it is tuseday.....god is still good.

I was as sick as i have ever been. been sick to my stoumic does not help my back and legs. so i am soar and grumpy today. on the up side i am excited about my summer job. have to get the application finished. it is like 9 pages. i am excited. for those who do not know i am goign to work with twins who have autisum. i am excited.
know to other stuff. i am stuck on writing. i am haveing second thoughts on some plot points but really want to keep writing.
this is short so i am goign to go..

i am reposting cause i can and want to

there is so so much i want to say today. this has been a week. it has been long and greusome at times. brains cells have died crude and painfull death. this week god has also been glorifed. what a week. work has been tough. it is the end of the year and everyone knows it. Ke'arus is ready for school to be out. so am i. i will miss him over the summer but ready for a break form school. also gearing up for a summer job. working with a set of twin boys who are authistic(i know that is not spelled right) it is goign to be real real fun. alot of activity this summer. i see all these peole leaving on mission trips and i am praying for them all. i feel lke my "mission" , that my "people group" is special needs kids . god is blessing me with opportuinty to help all kinds of people who are either special or work with or have special needs kids. it is a blessing. god is putting all kinds of cool people in my path. i still have issuse. right now it is just specifcis of this plan god has laiecd out. what questions are good to ask and what are selfish. where is god working and where is he not. what is sos os cool about it. god is putting people in my path that will walk along with me in tha. i also have people i can pour in to. one thing i am missing in someone to pour in to me. i really desier someone who is at least 10 years older than i am. and si a great listener and sounding board.
know the other thing that has been on my mind is my book. i have not had time to write like i have wanted to. i need pray to have time to write. the fiction book i am writeing means so so much to me. steven, the charicter i have created is so much a part of me. i lean so much from him. God is good. the fact i am writing about some one who deals with tradedy and pain. and how to not only survive that but to endure and overcome is so good. steven faces things i pray i will never have to face. a dath of a loved one. a death of a child. but to come through is victorous. i have taken all kinds of peoles stories and have poured in to steven all there charicteristics.Know to describe steven real quick. he is in his early 30s single pastor of an inner city church. he has dealt with alot of crap in his life. death and uncertianity. know he deals with his own morality and weakness. love is something he strugles with. whatis romantic love? how do you obtain and keep it? He also deals with how to protect his church and the poel he cares about from a sinful and evil world. gans , crime, deaht. how to balance all of tha and still be a man of god. he thinks he has found the way. to go out and take things in his own hands. to help with a stric code of non-violance and torlarance. but for how long can he wear a mask, save a city, be non violent and preach the gosple. while not losing his own soul. he is a torminted and passionte man.i am goign to start to put up more bioography later on. of other charicters.tell me what you think.
also want to put up some pray needs. one is that a young man in my sisters youth group had a really bad accedent. not to sure how bad. he has both arms broken and a leg not to sure what eles is wrong.also the new jo i am taking for the summer. they really need another guy to help. pray for that. god is so good. i say that alot. but it is so true.

some intresting quizes ..plus look at my other post, thye are quite intresting.

here are some quizes i have taken

You scored as Peter Pan. Your alter ego is Peter Pan. You are a child at heart. Anything you believe is possible, and you never want to grow up. Peter Pan 88% Goofy 63% The Beast 50% Pinocchio 50% Ariel 44% Sleeping Beauty 44% Donald Duck 38% Cinderella 25% Cruella De Ville 25% Snow White 19% Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as White. You were Meant to be WhiteOk whitie run along. White 75% Black 55% Asian 40% Mexican 15% What Race Were You meant to Be? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Eddie Gurrero. You are Eddie Gurrero. Your motto is "I lie, I cheat, I steal." Eddie Gurrero 60% Rob Van Dam 55% John Cena 50% Undertaker 45% Rey Mysterio 40% Rene Dupree 20% What is your wrestling alter ego? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie. Faerie 75% Angel 67% Dragon 67% Mermaid 59% WereWolf 25% Demon 8% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!) created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Shapeshifting. Never completely happy with just one personality/look, you have to keep changing to please yourself. One day you're a French person. The next, you have a long nose. The next,you're a goldfish. At least you have a wide range of choices. Shapeshifting 85% Communicate with Animals 60% Flying 50% Invisibility 35% Green Slime 25% Fire breathing 20% Power to Make People Do What You Want 10% What *Magical Power* Would You Have? created with QuizFarm.com

so much to blog and so little time...

there is so so much i want to say today. this has been a week. it has been long and greusome at times. brains cells have died crude and painfull death. this week god has also been glorifed. what a week. work has been tough. it is the end of the year and everyone knows it. Ke'arus is ready for school to be out. so am i. i will miss him over the summer but ready for a break form school. also gearing up for a summer job. working with a set of twin boys who are authistic(i know that is not spelled right) it is goign to be real real fun. alot of activity this summer. i see all these peole leaving on mission trips and i am praying for them all. i feel lke my "mission" , that my "people group" is special needs kids . god is blessing me with opportuinty to help all kinds of people who are either special or work with or have special needs kids. it is a blessing. god is putting all kinds of cool people in my path. i still have issuse. right now it is just specifcis of this plan god has laiecd out. what questions are good to ask and what are selfish. where is god working and where is he not. what is sos os cool about it. god is putting people in my path that will walk along with me in tha. i also have pole i can pur in to. one thing i am missing in someone to pour in to me. i really desier someone who is at least 10 years older than i am. and si a great listener and sounding board.
know the other thing that has been on my mind is my book. i have not had time to write like i have wanted to. i need pray to have time to write. the fiction book i am writeing means so so much to me. steven, the charicter i have created is so much a part of me. i lean so much from him. God is good. the fact i am writing about some one who deals with tradedy and pain. and how to not only survive that but to endure and overcome is so good. steven faces things i pray i will never have to face. a dath of a loved one. a death of a child. but to come through is victorous. i have taken all kinds of peoles stories and have poured in to steven all there charicteristics.
Know to describe steven real quick. he is in his early 30s single pastor of an inner city church. he has dealt with alot of crap in his life. death and uncertianity. know he deals with his own morality and weakness. love is something he strugles with. whatis romantic love? how do you obtain and keep it? He also deals with how to protect his church and the poel he cares about from a sinful and evil world. gans , crime, deaht. how to balance all of tha and still be a man of god. he thinks he has found the way. to go out and take things in his own hands. to help with a stric code of non-violance and torlarance. but for how long can he wear a mask, save a city, be non violent and preach the gosple. while not losing his own soul. he is a torminted and passionte man.
i am goign to start to put up more bioography later on. of other charicters.tell me what you think.