what a week

it is only wensday and it has been a week. Day three of the dite and it is goign good. drinking and eating better than i thought but not at the right times.still eating late. got to cruve that. know have computer problums. hope that does not cost me money i do not have. that would just suck so bad. lets see. school is going good. had monday off casue Ke'arus was at the doctor. actualy having to updat at school. so hopeful i will not have to do that much if i can get my computer workign properly agian. well got to go eat.

Here we go

Life is so unexpected. YOu never know what god is going to do. so here i am the day before a big change.tomorow i start really trying to lose this weight. bought a scale yesterday. and saw i am at a weight of 310 pounds. that is the bigest i have ever been. so i am going on a dite and exercise plan. right now my goal is 60 pounds. hopefuly more. just pray i will keep this up and stay excited. i always said if i got over 300 i would dite. i have never tried this before. god is good. plus just trying to get finacle and emotioaly helathy. alot becasue of the withg. I am starting to press and lets see what god is goign to do. I am very excited and nevrous.

also one other thing. why are people not posting anymore. that includes me
well got to go

hey

I guess it is time to update. alot has gone on in the last couple of weeks. all I can realy say is that my god is frekin awsome. just he is continually strengthing my heart and my mind and even my soul and body. god is so good. pictures to come form retreat and about this healthy lifestyle change i am going to start monday.