Zeal knight of light

Well life is good. i am 32 year old single guy . I love jesus with everything i have. absolutly everything. I work wiht special needs kids. that is realy fun. life is grea. this blog is just my thoughts.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

test time

You Are 15% Normal
(As Weird as They Come)



Are you from outer space? Because you're hardly human.
Where people go right, you go left.
And you have little in common with anyone...
Except other freaks of natures :-)

How Normal Are You?


You Are 80% Weird
You're more than quirky, you're downright strange.But you're also strangely compelling, like a cult leader.
How Weird Are You?


Your Hidden Talent
You are a great communicator. You have a real way with words.You're never at a loss to explain what you mean or how you feel.People find it easy to empathize with you, no matter what your situation.When you're up, you make everyone happy. But when you're down, everyone suffers.

Friday, March 17, 2006

picture update and more






these first set of pics are from the ice storm about a month ago. it is so pretty even though it is all sleet. and i guess you cant really calll it a storm. yea and the last pics of the deamota. so said. lets all take a moment of silence. .... ah know more pics.

my back yard. not as pretty as the front.

Sunday, March 12, 2006

god is blessing and he is working

hey guys
I just want to update everyone on what god is doing. I will be honest i am not really sure. I am so over whelmed by god right now. There are circustances that are making me want to cry but god is giving me a eace that i just shake my head casue i know he is in control. I bought a car yesterday. that is so amazing and exciting and scary. God is blessing. He provided the down payment and provided the car. He is keeping me from just breaking down becasue none of this would be posabile with out him. it really would not. I can not belive peole would help me out. this weekend has been hard becasue god answerd another prayer. I am not longer working with the boys. It was something i have been strugling with and god jsut took it out of my hands. what is so funny is that i can still pay for the car and such. that is a mricale. but an unexpected expences has come up. so please pray agian. i need 600 dollors in a month for sales tax. I hate to even say anything becasue the human part of me screams you are taking advatage of peole but i hear god say this is the body. your body. I gave it to you. So i need help. I need pray I need advice. I just need friends right now. I know that soumds liek i may be strugling. But i am really not. I am just putting all this in gods havnds. I am not goign to worry about it. For those of you who helped me. thank you so so much .I can not thank you enoguh. i dont wnat you to feel oblegated to do anything. just pray. god will provide the 600 like he provide the 2000. Thank everyone. I am learing. it is not what i have done but who god is. not what i can do but what god wnat to do. I just have to be willing to give it up. So i just did.

Saturday, March 04, 2006

god is working

hi all well let me thank you for all your prayers. still pray but i have some more specific things for you guys to pray for. me and my family went looking at cars today. the situation is almost anywhere i go i will need 2000 down. the big issue is i found a car i like that is about 1500 to 200 down and only around 275 a month which is in my budget. i have a truck tath a friend at mosic let me borrow for two week. i really need something in those two weeks. so the pray is that i am able to come up with 2000$ in two weeks. i can have about 5 to 800. i can have 200 in about a month to a month and a half. but i just dont see me beeing able to wait that ong. so jsut pray that god will give me guidence in what to do. that he will continue to bring people alog side me. He has already been so so so good to me. the truck i am borrowing was a gift form god. the people who have come along side of me. even today. thanks so so much. also pray for my sanity. that i will not get upset or worried about things i can not change. thank you guys so so much. also just god is so giving me patcience and lots of love. I have been able to really be in control of my emotions this week. even with all this goign on. still be in prayer for that too

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

prayer request

hey guys I have a quick prayer request. Today about 2 hours ago my car died. on the freeway going 75 miles an hour. I am fine just a little fraseled. my prayer is transportation. I tend to have a very heavy scedual. taking me and my siter to work and school. going to work with the twins afer my job at henderson. helping my folks and such. well talking to my dad i am probibly going to have to get a new car. well i have the monthly part. i can do about 200 to 300 a month but i do not have good credit. so one prayer is that god provides the right car and finaces and such the second is really form my dad he would like to see if anyone has an extra car so i could have traspotaion while i try to find a perment ride. that is another prayer that god will provide. thanks guys

prayer request

hey guys I have a quick prayer request. Today about 2 hours ago my car died. on the freeway going 75 miles an hour. I am fine just a little fraseled. my prayer is transportation. I tend to have a very heavy scedual. taking me and my siter to work and school. going to work with the twins afer my job at henderson. helping my folks and such. well talking to my dad i am probibly going to have to get a new car. well i have the monthly part. i can do about 200 to 300 a month but i do not have good credit. so one prayer is that god provides the right car and finaces and such the second is really form my dad he would like to see if anyone has an extra car so i could have traspotaion while i try to find a perment ride. that is another prayer that god will provide. thanks guys