God is so so good

life sucks but god is good. i constintly run in to people who are eaten up by the world. good people, some who dont belive anything at all. others who belive in something. then there are the ones that make my heart cry. pople who say they belive in god. belive in jesus christ and practice all the practice. they do church. but they lake any hope. they may b eable to have some sort of "fruit". good deeds that make them look good. but some of them, who are friends. hurt me becasue they lack in compassion and joy. i dont belive some pole have compasion and others dont. i belive none of us has true compasion untill we meet jesus christ.
Also, this week has been a week of milestones. me really see god concure some of the fear in my life. i have such a peace right now about things at work and home that is all aobut god. Also tuseday night was the gathering at robs house. God spoke. we were indeweld by the living god that night. i feel like there was a shift. form all aobut me and me in comparison to god. to all about god. god moved. he moved in my heart. god alwed me to worship freely. then god alowed to really start talk about jesus with ke'arus. and building a relationship with the family/ god alowed me to share with some coworkers my story and about jesus. god is good. even in a world that seems to suck god is goood. I still have things that hurt. god right now is really just impressing me to reconect with some people and heal some old wounds.
thursday i had a chance to worship agian. see some pole who were very influnceal in my life when i came back to little rock broken and devesated. God is good